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Sometimes I donÂ’t wanna be better
Sometimes I canÂ’t be put back together
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
ThereÂ’s someone else who could be
Just as messed up as me

Sometimes when I lie
I know youÂ’re on to me
Sometimes I donÂ’t mind
How hateful that I can be

Sometimes I donÂ’t try
To make you happy
I donÂ’t know why I do the things I do to you butÂ…

Sometimes I donÂ’t wanna be better
Sometimes I canÂ’t be put back together
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
ThereÂ’s someone else who could be
Just as messed up as me

Sometimes donÂ’t deny
That everything is wrong
Sometimes rather die
Than to admit itÂ’s my fault

You were a poison
You flooded through my veins
You left me broken
You tried to make me think
That the blame was all on me
With the pain you put me through
And now I know that its not me its you

So here we go again
The same fight were always in
I dont care so why pretend
Wake me when your lecture ends
You tried to make me small
Make me fall and its all your fault
With the pain you put me through
And now I know that its not me its you

Living in a house of cards
Waiting for it all to fall
Hope for the best plan for the worst
That's what my life is all about

Niin pitkälle jaksaa, kun itsellensä vain huutaa.

Take the pill, In god we trust, Go and kill, God loves us.
As in life as in death,
Breathing till there is no breath.

It's the end of the earth

As in heaven, as in Earth,
We've been dead since our birth.

I'm just a step away
I'm just a breath away
Losing my faith today
Falling off the edge today

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark

so I stumble around
til I stumble fall down
to this puddle of my tears
layin here on the ground.

I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed, curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed, thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.