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Well but Ally is coming back soon!And this time for ever!

The Smashing Pumpkins new video for "Superchrist" will be available for view tomorrow exclusively on Myspace.com. It will be a featured video as well as available for view through the Smashing Pumpkins' official Myspace page.
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http://www.myspace.com/smashingpumpkins

sometimes I feel like I have a ghost in my body-sometimes you make me feel i am a ghost
sometimes i wake up death sometimes i die with my eyes open wide

IÂ’m not free from troubles definitely ! , IÂ’m weird one i know.
My mood drives from expansive moments to really close ones, I think who really knows and realize this is Anna, as she lives with me she can really see how open and lock I can be.
At last who knows me enough soon or later crash into this alteration, my puppy from tampere (<3) before all.^^
But I have to thanks some of you that unlock me while I was thinking to be blocked into my jail.*you know who you are guys*
I hate this alteration an so often I ‘m mad at my self.
I hope a day IÂ’ll find a kinda of stability.
So sorry, I just want to explain, that when I disappear it means not I got problems with you, IÂ’m just locked again.

Special thanks to Rino, to be always next to me even when something goes wrong.
Loves You all
Paky

http://www.pewterkingdom.com/ButterflyFaeries/ButterflyFaerieLockedInMyHeart.jpg

Hellu friendz!!!

This time my blog is about something really important!

sure Italian culture is so celebrated but come on! Often the first thing I hear about Italy is: oooooooh mafia cappuccino mandolino and so on.

I wanna show you the true about italy and mafiaÂ…italy is not the mafia land but the anti-mafia land.

For that I introduce you LIBERA. ASSOCIATIONS, NAMES AND NUMBERS AGAINST MAFIAS.I am really deep into this so pls help me to spread the word.

Pls read the article below it takes 2 minutes!


from libera.it


Libera Associations, names and numbers against mafias, was born on 25 March1995 with the purpose of involving and supporting all those who are interested in the fight against mafias and organized crime.



Libera is presently a network of more than 1,200 associations, groups and schools, committed to build up organizational synergies between the political and cultural local realities capable of promoting a culture of lawfulness.



The law on the social use of the real estate confiscated from organized crime, the education on democratic lawfulness, the fight against corruption, the camps for antimafia education, the projects on work, development and anti-usury activities, are some of Libera's concrete commitments.
Libera School



Libera's formative/educational project engages thousands of students every year in activities that simulate the various practical experiences of social life, helping students develop the awareness that living in a environment in which legality pervades every aspect of their lives is worthwhile and by far the best choice.



Libera believes that the educational environment is essential for creating initiatives in defence of human rights and for denouncing the inequities caused by organized crime. So many years of field work together with teachers, schools and educators in general, in the most diverse areas and realities, have resulted in an awareness that in order to educate the young (of all ages) on democratic lawfulness and active citizenship, in this way widening their cultural prospects, it is necessary to take action at different levels.



The proposal of educational models of grassroots democracy, being on the alert for every sign of the presence of mafias and the various forms of illegality, a detailed analysis of the phenomenon of bullying and unlawful behaviour, the application of methodologies of research and survey, are only some of the courses of action that Libera has taken in the last years.



Libera has been officially recognized by the Ministry of Instruction, University and Research as an educational institute authorized to release qualification certificates, recognizable as "formative credits", on skills and knowledge acquired on issues such as education on a culture of lawfulness and active citizenship.



Info: educazionelegalita@libera.it
Libera University



Its purpose is to promote and coordinate initiatives of education on a culture of lawfulness within Italian universities. Based on the new university system which aims at the recognition of "formative credits" and to the central role played by the student throughout the whole course of studies, Libera has signed an agreement with the University of Turin with the goal of designing and monitoring a pilot experience to be proposed later on to other universities and/or faculties.



Info: universita@libera.it
Libera Confiscated Real Estate



It deals with the social use of the real estate confiscated from organized crime as established by Law 109/96, of which Libera was the promoter. The law provides for the allocation of illegal properties to social workers, volunteers, cooperatives, municipal governments, and anyone capable to return them to the community through their own work, turning the properties in tangible symbols of the restoration of lawfulness. In 9 years the law has allowed more than 2,200 real estate (worth € 250,000,000) to be assigned to social activities.



Info: beniconfiscati@libera.it
Libera Land



The fruit bore by the work on the lands confiscated from organized crime has led to the production of oil, pasta, wine and legumes and other organic products by cooperatives in Sicily, Calabria and Puglia, where mostly young people work; these products bear the brand "Libera Terra", symbol of quality and lawfulness. The Libera Land national office is in charge of designing and planning the re-use of the lands confiscated from organized crime.



Info: liberaterra@libera.it

for libera Finland contact me or libera.it

If you are in my "kaverit"list this means that you love me and you wanna meet me...of course don't ya mh?
i love UltraNoir so
UN will play in Tampere,yo-talo:27/12 ,4e
If you come there let me know!!!
kisses
PAKY

She took her dreams and trusts, walking for the last time the street of hope, and there she raised a star Â… a shining razor to open her heart
and get the darkest side of itÂ….that light was waiting for all its life to give an end to a cursed movie.
Before staring her work she looked at the girl and a tear quickly came down and affected her.
The girl kissed the star : "slay my heart do it fast, offer me a drop of your brightness ,so then it will end.IÂ’ve been dying all my life.DonÂ’t refuse now to fill me of your reflexes".
So she decided to do it fast without looking to the girlÂ’s eyes.
she plunged into the girlÂ’s heart and a shining lightning came out lÂ…she thought she was dark but her body was filled of love, the shiniest one.
The girl looked the star for the last time without saying a word but her eyes were finally free from that cancer called Love
The star caressed her smile: dear IÂ’ll collect the love that was hurting you, IÂ’ll purify it, to make a constellation. That will be your home in heaven. may your essence be blessed.
The star ,crying, closed her eyes .

-paky-

Not one word

stillness

leafs close your ballet

and nightingale end your tale

moon command your slayers

and sun blind your eyes

owl come close and bring the black drape

and moth cover her rests

rain bless the service

and bats lead the casket

Love face your yield and donÂ’t speak!

Not one words

silence




-paky-

SMASHING PUMPKINS
Disarm

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
WhatÂ’s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one whoÂ’s left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
WhatÂ’s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

---

Smashing Pumpkins - To Forgive Lyrics



Ten times removed

I forget about where it all began

Bastard son of a bastard son of

A wild eyed child of the sun

And right as rain, I'm not the same but

I feel the same, I feel nothing

Holding back the fool again

Holding back the fool pretends

I forget to forget nothing is important

Holding back the fool again

I sensed my loss

Before I even learned to talk

And I remember my birthdays

Empty party afternoons won't come back

Holding back the fool again

Holding back the fool pretends

I forget to forget nothing is important

Holding back the fool again

I forget to forget me

I forget to forget you see

Nothing is important to me

I knew my loss

Before I even learned to speak

And all along, I knew it was wrong

But I played along, with my birthday song

Holding back the fool again

Holding back the fool pretends

I forget to forget nothing is important

Holding back the fool again

---

ultranoir

Fludir



Tell me, you aren't so far away
Tell me, you aren't out of my reach

With a lovely fragment you gave
I am carving your name...
Our name, into my skinny frame

You know that a part of me,
Belongs to no one but you
Tell me you won't go away,
While i am here, while i am
So far away

One day if i am to live,
We'll be as one.

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Artist: Evanescence Lyrics
Song: Broken Lyrics

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn,
and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore

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- Francesco De Gregori - Generale

Generale
dietro la collina
ci sta la notte buia e assassina
e in mezzo al prato c'è una contadina
curva sul tramonto
sembra una bambina
di cinquant'anni e di cinque figli
venuti al mondo come conigli
partiti al mondo come soldati
e non ancora tornati.
Generale
dietro la stazione
lo vedi il treno che portava al sole
non fa più fermate neanche per pisciare
si va dritti a casa senza più pensare
che la guerra è bella anche se fa male
che torneremo ancora a cantare
e a farci fare l'amore, l'amore dalle infermiere.
Generale
la guerra è finita
il nemico è scappato, è vinto, è battuto
dietro la collina non c'è più nessuno
solo aghi di pino e silenzio e funghi
buoni da mangiare, buoni da seccare
da farci il sugo quando viene Natale
quando i bambini piangono
e a dormire non ci vogliono andare.
Generale
queste cinque stelle
queste cinque lacrime sulla mia pelle
che senso hanno
dentro il rumore di questo treno
che è mezzo vuoto e mezzo pieno
e va veloce verso il ritorno
tra due minuti è quasi giorno
è quasi casa
è quasi amore.

---

I Giardini Di Marzo
Lucio Battisti


Il carretto passava e quell' uomo gridava 'gelati!'
al ventuno del mese i nostri soldi erano già finiti
io pensavo a mia madre e rivedevo i suoi vestiti
il più bello era nero e coi fiori non ancora appassiti
All' uscita di scuola i ragazzi vendevano i libri
io restavo a guardarli cercando il coraggio per imitarli
poi sconfitto tornavo a giocar con la mente e i suoi tarli
e la sera al telefono tu mi chiedevi: "perchè non parli?"

Che anno è, che giorno è
questo è il tempo di vivere con te
le mie mani come vedi non tremano più
e ho nell' anima in fondo all' anima
cieli immensi, e immenso amore
e poi ancora ancora amore amor per te
fiumi azzurri e colline e praterie
dove corrono dolcissime le mie malinconie
l' universo trova spazio dentro me
ma il coraggio di vivere quello ancora non c'è.

I giardini di marzo si vestono di nuovi colori
e le giovani donne in quel mese vivono nuovi amori
camminavi al mio fianco ad un tratto dicesti:"tu muori"
Se mi aiuti son certa che io ne verro fuori!
Ma non una parola chiarì i miei pensieri
continuai a camminare lasciandoti attrice di ieri

Che anno è, che giorno è
questo è il tempo di vivere con te
le mie mani come vedi non tremano più
e ho nell' anima in fondo all' anima
cieli immensi, e immenso amore
e poi ancora ancora amore amor per te
fiumi azzurri e colline e praterie
dove corrono dolcissime le mie malinconie
l' universo trova spazio dentro me
ma il coraggio di vivere quello ancora non c'è.


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LYDIA

"It's In Your Blood"

I can't stay over you.
It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here,
just one more try.
I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery.
Because it's black out the window while you sleep in the passenger seat.

So when it's always on your mind but you never speak of the name.
It's in your blood and face and I'm certain it's fame.
So I stayed out in the car because the weather had gotten to me.
But its really these road signs and freeways that I cant take.

This can't be how you live.
It's like a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state.
Your mind's sick again.
I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, please don't leave me.
And it's Dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep.

Well your head is spinning like that carousel,
and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4.
But if you make it different then we'll make our way to the surface,
and you favorite place.
Where we sit, and we breath.
Because I know all the word and I sing you everything.
Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak.
Pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way.
You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day.
For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed.
And with your sent on my face I can leave and have you for days.

I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us.
You are nothing with out her.
I still wont remember your face,
the features mix too well with this alcohol.
So we cover ourselves in your fear,
and stay to watch that moon disappear under these lights.
This city's screaming at me.
And as you breathe the words I better go.
The sun is up and taking back all the shadows that covered this ground,
and our feet, like a blanket of coal.

---

LOSTPROPHETS LYRICS

"Goodbye Tonight"

Tonight, I felt stonger, Inside of your ways,
It takes alot to get home, But its ok when the light is always on
I just want you to understand, there's no need to keep waiting.
Another day in another hand, it could be so different.
A Letter to me, your wasting time,
You know you could be, Yea you could shine
But Tonight you'll get it right,
You will make a difference...

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
I Feel stronger,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
If i could see through, even so far away
Its all you need too, make it through another day.

Surprise, Scream your heart out,
Inside you will hand down,
Today it all seems too stong
If only you tried you would move on

I just want you to understand, there's no need to keep waiting.
Another day in another hand, it could be so different.
A Letter to me, your wasting time,
You know you could be, Yea you could shine
But Tonight you'll get it right,
You will make a difference...

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
I Feel stronger,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
If i could see through, even so far away
Its all you need too, make it through another day.

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
I Feel stronger,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
If i could see through, even so far away
Its all you need too, make it through another day...


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LOSTPROPHETS LYRICS

"Goodbye Tonight"

Tonight, I felt stonger, Inside of your ways,
It takes alot to get home, But its ok when the light is always on
I just want you to understand, there's no need to keep waiting.
Another day in another hand, it could be so different.
A Letter to me, your wasting time,
You know you could be, Yea you could shine
But Tonight you'll get it right,
You will make a difference...

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
I Feel stronger,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
If i could see through, even so far away
Its all you need too, make it through another day.

Surprise, Scream your heart out,
Inside you will hand down,
Today it all seems too stong
If only you tried you would move on

I just want you to understand, there's no need to keep waiting.
Another day in another hand, it could be so different.
A Letter to me, your wasting time,
You know you could be, Yea you could shine
But Tonight you'll get it right,
You will make a difference...

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
I Feel stronger,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
If i could see through, even so far away
Its all you need too, make it through another day.

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
I Feel stronger,
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
If i could see through, even so far away
Its all you need too, make it through another day...

---

Without You Lyrics

Motley Crue



Without you, there's no change
My nights and days are grey
If I reached out and touched the rain
It just wouldn't feel the same

Without you, I'd be lost
I'd slip down from the top
I'd slide down so low
Girl you'd never, never know...

Without you, without you
A sailor lost at sea
Without you, woman The world comes down on me

Without you in my life
I'd slowly wilt and die
But with you by my side
You're the reason I'm alive
But with you in my life
You're the reason I'm alive
But without you, without you...

Without you, my hope is small
Let me be me all along
You let the fires rage inside
Knowing someday I'd grow strong Without you, without you
A sailor lost at sea
Without you, woman
The world comes down on me

Without you in my life
I'd slowly wilt and die
But with you by my side
You're the reason I'm alive
But with you in my life
You're the reason I'm alive
But without you, without you...

I could face a mountain
But I could never climb alone
I could start another day
But how many, just don't know
You're the reason the sun shines down
And the nights, they don't grow cold
Only you that I'll hold when I'm young
Only you...as we grow old

Without you in my life
I'd slowly wilt and die
But with you by my side
You're the reason I'm alive
But with you in my life
You're the reason I'm alive

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No moikka friends!!!!^^
Well me and my brand new friends had the cool idea to rend a mini bus to make a great smashed tour around the south cost under the influence of pints LOL!!! so Finns if you have seen a bus full idiots ...guess ?yeppa it was paky's ghgh
i'm "lolling" it ghgh